Dream Catcher

I've had three dreams in the past three nights. It seems like my heart was trying to tell me something.

After he didn't respond for a couple of days, the absence was getting to me.. And that's when I had the first dream. The first one was about this ninja dragon. We started dating and then one day this girl comes up to me and tells me that she and he have been dating for 6 months now. I was shocked but relieved that I found out before I went in too deep. I gave her a "girl, thanks for telling me" look and I gave her a gansta' handshake like she was my homie. I woke up from this dream at around 5:45 in the morning. I checked my mail. He finally replied to me... that ninja dragon. I read a few lines and that comforted me enough to fall back asleep before I had to wake up for work. Oddly enough, he wrote about how he unknowingly was the "other man". I guess in this dream, I was the "other woman".

Dream number two was about ninja dragon again. I was more of a spectator in this one. I saw him hanging around with his friends on a bleacher. The first thought I had was that he lied to me about how he looked like. I guess this came out of when I tried finding him on Facebook and this creepy looking guy came out on the search. Rest assured, ninja dragon was behind that guy, and he was as charismatic as he claimed to be. He was hanging around his ex. I was an onlooker.. feeling jealous about their 3 year relationship even though it ended. Still, three years.. that's a lot of history.

I had dream number three last night. It wasn't about the ninja dragon. It was about .. I don't even know what nickname to call him. I'm going to call him 'google' because of the infinite knowledge he seems to contain. My cousins are rooting for him. They're rooting for me to end up with him in my fairytale. I guess my subconscious won't let me forget about him either. Unlike the other two dreams I had about the ninja dragon, this was a somewhat pleasant dream. It's weird. I was at the dragon boat festival and I saw him like I wanted to. He was laughing and hanging out with his friends. He had an earring on his right ear. I hope it doesn't mean he's gay. I 'm leaning towards how my subconscious wanted me to think he's somewhat of a bad boy. haha. I thought to myself that he's way cuter in person. It ended up at this house party for family, relatives and apparently friends too. I was sweaty as if I came from racing boats as well. I was trying to make myself look more appealing with makeup. I was looking for him, but instead I met someone new. We became fast friends. He was looking at me the way I was looking at google. It was weird because they were both the same person, but separated. Two googles in one dream.

Again, what a fickle heart. I just shouldn't feel like this until I get my feet closer to one of the doors.