Naked

I had a dream a couple of nights ago where I was at work and I was naked from the waist down. I wasn't even wearing underwear! I was just trying to find something to cover myself up. When my coworker passed by, I asked him to help me look for something to cover up. I wasn't embarrassed. I just wanted some undies! I woke up wondering why I dreamt that..

So I did some research. Psychological Meaning: It is a metaphor that exposes the dreamers perceived faults or feelings of vulnerability to some situation in their life. The fact that other people are oblivious to the dreamer's nudity indicates that they should discard as groundless any fears that they will be rejected if their real self is revealed. If you dream of being ashamed or frightened of being naked this may indicate a fear of relationships or of showing your real feelings.

Hmm, one of the reasons why I don't strive too hard is because of my fear of never being good enough. This is also the same reason why I don't put myself out there when it comes to love. I'm afraid that my real self will be rejected. But maybe they're right. Maybe my fears are groundless. Maybe I'm overthinking the situation. I'm just afraid of opening up my heart if that means having it break into a million pieces.

I guess I'm afraid of meeting Mr. Google in October. That's when I'm going to build up enough courage to meet him. But what if he doesn't like me? What if I don't meet up to his expectations? What if he thinks I'm stupid? What if we have nothing to talk about? What if these past 7 months of talking, that there was nothing really there? I guess the sooner we meet, the faster we know right? Am I that subconsciously afraid to meet him. What if he doesn't like me? What if I don't like him?