Sometimes I wonder why I was given all these emotions and desires when they will never be satiated? I wanted him so bad that I was going to go insane if he didn't message me again. After a month, he did. The build up to it seems more emotional than actually reading the conversation. I remembered feeling quite wowed at a lot of the things he's written to me in the past. What is this feeling I feel towards him now? Do I like him for the sake of liking him? Or do I like him because he embodies the type of guy I want? I do not know..
But someone new came into my life.. and he's funny. Talking to him is a like a breath of fresh air. I love meeting new people with common interests. He shares a love for taking pictures like me. But I have to be careful. I must not get excited. It could be an illusion just like the first one. But he's good. He curses a lot, but I've always wanted my number two to be a bad boy.
I have a fickle heart. Fickle, indeed. Let's hope that once I'm taken, my heart becomes still.
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