Kiss

I think I'm in love with my virtual pen pal. He's the smartest guy I've had the pleasure to talk to. Everything I bring up, he has a opinion on. I feed on his knowledge and I'm so attracted to his wit. This is sad. I'm falling for someone who's not as interested in me. How do I know? Well, he wouldn't respond until days later because he's so into this game called Mass Effect. I shouldn't be feeling the way I do because it's not meant to be. If it were, we would have met in real life. But since that's not the case, it's just a great loss to me.. for us.

The more I look at him, the more I wonder why I'm attracted to him. I love talking to him, but what if I had met him in real life? Would I still like him? I don't know. I just.. don't know. He's an ISFJ as well. What the hell?! That's me!

I don't want to like him. I enjoy his messages so much. I'd be so sad if it ended. I wonder if he'd feel the same way? I wonder if he chuckles when he reads my responses as I do with his.

Mmm, I can't think about this now. No strings. This was what I was trying to avoid!