Dream

I had a dream that I was with Jenny at a small party with, dare I say it, boys. I remember this guy took an interest in me and he trapped me against a wall. His face was about 2 inches from mine staring at me. I was intimidated. I looked to the left side so that I could avoid his stare. Then he got closer and took off his necklace and he put it on me. He was so close to me. I made eye contact and then I looked away. He got annoyed because he thought I wasn't interested so he wanted his necklace back. But he took off mine instead and I was like, 'that's mine..'

This dream made me realize that I do hide from love. I knew that if I looked into his eyes and felt his warmth, I would have kissed him passionately. I say that I hate when people invade my personal space, but that only applies if the person isn't welcomed. If it was a love interest, I would love for him to get up in my face and try to trigger the lust I have for the love I so want in my life. Maybe that's why I don't look at a guy in the eyes. I'm scared I would fall for him and I'm scared of what I would do when I can't control my desires. Life is too short to not live passionately and vigorously. I wonder who will be bold enough to get up in my face and make me want it? I'm very delicate. You have to approach me in the right way. Please don't give up on me.