He Who I Desire

I'm slowly, but surely, trying my best to become a more desirable person. Seeing him makes me want to obtain it even more. On my bus ride to work, I saw this tall guy. He didn't get on the bus because he saw that the Limited Q65 was right behind. He signaled my bus driver that he won't be getting on.. That, to me, shows that he cared enough to acknowledge that my driver would have stopped for him. He was super tall and extremely good looking.

On the bus ride home, he got on the same bus as me. Fate? I would have loved to think so, but doubt it. He was extremely tall. He wasn't as good looking as I thought he was, but nevertheless, he was so handsome in my eyes. He had a Blackberry. I think I saw a picture of a small dog on it. Great, the only reason for having such a small dog is because it was a dog he bought for his girlfriend. I couldn't possibly expect this guy to be single. There was this one girl who was about to get off the bus, but her bag strap was caught on something and she couldn't get it out. He went and pushed the door open so that the driver wouldn't leave without her getting off. I like that he didn't invade her space by trying to help her with the strap. He was more logical and righteous. What more can you ask for?

I never really know the type of guy I want. I've always had a floating taste in guys, letting my heart judge who it wants for it. Ahh, he's the kind of guy I want. If I were to want someone like him, I have to be someone worthy of getting someone like that. I have to work on myself. Now that I know who I want, it's up to my willpower to get it for me.

There was this guy who was sitting across from me on the bus who was kind of creepy. I think he was making eyes at me. I couldn't tell for sure because the light was reflecting on his glasses.. but it was really creepy that he would look at me and keep staring even when he saw me look at him..

These things that happen..

Who am I to judge anyone? Who am I not to give some people a chance? Who am I to refuse?

Well, everyone has a choice in who they want. Regardless of who you are and how you look, there's no reason for anyone to settle. I know the type I want. I know it well now. I will not settle for anyone less than someone that can shock my heart into awesomeness.