Wow, I love how I have time to write so much lately.. I guess it won't last though seeing as how I'm back to school on monday. Poo. 5 tax classes. Insane!
Anyways.
I woke up around 10:22 am just completely stressing about all my classes.. I wanted to tell my mom that if she was awake, but she wasn't. So back to my bed. Played some relaxing rain music and fell asleep again. It must have worked because I had an actual dream. Woke up around noon by Jenny's call. Poo. It was such a nice dream.
Dream: I got to meet my pregnant cousin before going back to school. I miss her. I really wanted to know how she was and stuff. I was across the street when I called her cell. She said she was also meeting this guy who is late because he's in a very important salad meeting. (lol). His name was Jimmy Ye and I think she was trying to set us up. It wasn't until the dream was over that I realized I knew a Jimmy Ye. I bet it's not the same one. (I've never really liked him in real life. I mean, he's a great guy, but I don't think there was an attraction. He had a beauty mark on his face which I'm not too fond of.) The dream ended there. Too bad it couldn't have gone further. Some action/wooing would be nice.
I love dreaming especially when a guy is involved. All my life, my love has been one sided. It's nice to dream where you have someone who's interested in you and make your heart a little shaken because you're coy. Sure, you can imagine how love would be like with a guy and you can make your own story up so that a guy would love you just as much. But dreams are different. When you're awake and you think about these things, in the back of your head, you think about how pathetic it is that you're so naive. At least in dreams, you truly believe that what is happening is real. I wish I can control the dreams I have. It would truly ease the pain of being alone.
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